Sunday, 24 January 2010

Casserole, anyone?

Oh gosh. These days it seems like my entire life seems to be ohmygoshthisisdueinforthursdaybuti'mouteverynightandhavenofreesbeforethensoi'lljustgiveupandacceptthati'lldorubbish....

Actually, that's not ENTIRELY true. It's just that teachers have this amazing nack of timing things so we have a load of stuff due in for the same week.


But hey, it could be so much worse. I swear, recently all i've been doing is repeating the same old pathetic sob story that no one wants to hear over and over and over again like a broken record that keeps skipping until eventually all you'll want to do is snap the stupid thing in half and chuck it out the window. And it'll lay there in the grass and be forgotten. Maybe it was played so much that even it became sick of its own sound. Because we ALL know LPs are sentient beings....


Mleh.


February will be a month of good things. I have decided this. Half term soon :)
I think everyone needs a break right now. Sometimes at our school its like at the beginning of term you're shoved into this giant pressure cooker and you can't breath or think straight and you just get holed up into this tiny routine of 'work work work', and then you're given time off and you can BREATHE again and all you want to do is run around like a loon in the park or roll down a muddy hill like you're 5 again because you feel so free. Who says we have to act our age? Anyone up for a trip to the science museum?!



This christmas my 5 year old self squealed when she saw her stocking, had extra helpings of yule log and made a gingerbread house. Yay for holidays!



Thursday, 5 November 2009

Argh.

Mleh. It is only november (i say only...) and they've already rolled out the christmas stuff in the shops...but it started in september... it's getting earlier every year...
and christmas annoys me so much! Not the christian side of things, cos that's all pretty awesome. but eurgh... i can't stand the hassle and the family and the endless meetings with relations and the fake smiles and the happy happy happy and the snide bitching behind your back and the alienation and just all of that... like everyone else i suppose- we all put up with it for that one month and then return back to our homes and put the presents in a corner and count down the days til the next event. woot.

ucas= garr... i keep putting off personal statement- i STILL have no idea what i'm meant to be doing.... so i'll end up sending some piece of crap off and hope that my uni accepts it... plus i have all this doubt about my choices- can i do better? will i do worse? oh dear....i wish i could just keep my AS grades and go to uni NOW.


My punctuation in this is terrible. Clearly I rely WAY to heavily on the autocorrect function in word.

ttfn
x

Friday, 6 March 2009

Blessed are the forgetful....

I need your love...

... like the sunshine.


"How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!The world forgetting, by the world forgot.Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! Each prayer accepted, and each wish resigned" Alexander Pope.

Hiding from your memories doesn't work.

Monday, 2 March 2009

erm...

Thing is, im a bit rubbish at this sort of thing really.

I'm not very arty, or good at photography. I have no fashion sense.....

But I thought I could blurt on here.

Thanks for reading... if you do?