First off, my ex housemates. Fair enough they don't want me to live with them, even fair enough that they wrote that stuff about me. But not cool- not replying to mine and my mum's various emails about letting out my room. It is costing my mum £78 A WEEK to keep it empty, so when they don't reply... well. So I put up ads, got replies and tried to organise a viewing cos I managed to speak to one of the housemates. But then they said that they had to cancel it because he hadn't spoken to the whole house. So I have done all the work (again), tried to book viewings, EVEN PICKED PEOPLE I THOUGHT THEY WOULD FUCKING GET ON WITH, and they haven't even got back to me. Like, they won't have viewings. And today, when I asked for an update about whether they've discussed it yet, I get a reply saying they're hoping to have more information for me in a week. I mean, what the fuck? That's ANOTHER 78 quid. It's been a MONTH AND A HALF since I moved out. And now they're being so obtuse and uncooperative and it really fucks me off because i'm trying to be nice but forceful and it's stressing me out because I don't want to wasting any of my mum's money. Ridiculous.
Then of course there's the classic my-dad-keeps-giving-money-to-all-my-brothers thing which is bugging me more and more. Not because I want money at all, nothing like that, but it's just he refuses to communicate with mum and then expects stuff off her that hasn't been agreed. And he is STILL financing my brother in Australia and letting my other one live with him at no cost, while continually going on and on at me about how poor he is now he's starting to retire and how he can't afford to do stuff. What is the point in moaning at me about it when i'm not the one using your fucking money? Oh, and he's also decided that he's a christian again, has a spiritual guide and seems to think, even said to me, that he has 'lived by christian morals and values all his life'. Hmmm. Right... SURE you have.
And I had an appointment thing with some random community care team lady for yet another stupid assessment, with my care coordinator/ counsellor there as well, and she asked me ALL the same questions I have answered a million times, and she could care less about me or what I would like. And she says that there's nothing they can do until the new year at the earliest and even then it's only short term and blah blah blah. And now they might make her my new care coordinator and I don't even get a say and I really don't like her because she seems to have no soul and looks a little bit like my ex headmistress and doesn't know anything about me, which means I would have to start from scratch and go through everything again, just to get the same level of support. It's stupid.
And my step dad. Meh. Bleurgh.
And grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr essentially even though these are not really big issues just frustrations.
In short, I am FRUSTRATED and a little bit pissed off.
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